PISS
Monday, May 21, 2007
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
YOU DON'T KNOW THE FULL STORY SO SHUT UP.
STOP TALKING CRAP OVER THERE AND THINK THAT YOU CAN BOSS AROUND.
CAUSE YOUR ATTITUDE REALLY SUXS OK?!
I DON'T WANT TO ARGUE WITH YOU.
I DON'T WANT TO TALK MORE ABOU IT.
CAUSE IF I DO...
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL SAY NEXT.
SO ALL YOU THINK IS THAT I AM A ILL-BRAT,SELFISH,IMMATURE KID EH?
THEN SO BE IT.
YOU HAVE DRAINED ALL MY ENERGY.
YOU HAVE MAKE ME NUMB TO YOUR PRESSENCE.
YOU HAVE MAKE ME IGNORE YOU.
I HAVE ALREADY DONE ALL I CAN BUT YOU NEVER SEEMS TO SEE IT.
FOUL WORDS COME OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH EVERYTIME YOU TALK TO ME.
ALL YOU KEEP SAYING IS THAT YOU ARE SO UNLUCKY TO HAVE A CHILD LIKE ME.
SO BE IT.
YOU THINK I DON'T CARE.
YOU THINK I AM NUMB TO THIS FAMILY.
YOU THINK I ONLY CARE ABOUT MYSELF.
YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SAYS MAKE YOU FEEL HAPPY
IT MAKES YOU FEEL JOY
IF IT DOSEN'T MAKE YOU FEEL THAT, YOU WON'T EVEN SAY IT IN THE FIRST PLACE.
YOU NEVER THINK OF WHAT I FEEL.
ALL I DID IN THE PAST WAS TO CRY SILENTLY.
ALL I DID WAS TO KEEP IT ALL TO MYSELF.
BUT I CAN'T EVEN CRY NOW.
I AM TOTALLY EMOTIONLESS TO THIS WORLD.
HATRED FILLING MY MIND EVERY MINUTE.
IF THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME, THIS IS WHAT YOU GET.
NO REGRETS OF WHAT I AM GIVING TO YOU.
JUST CONTINUE TO THINK THAT I AM A ILL-BRAT,SELFISH,IMMATURE KID.
I WILL NOT CHANGE YOUR THINKING.
I AM TOO TIRED TO DO SO.
GIVE MY EAR SOME REST.
THAT IS ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU.
I JUST WANT TO THANK GOD FOR GIVING THIS EARTHLY MOTHER
AND THAT SHE HAS BEEN TAKING CARE OF ME FOR ALL THESE YEARS.
BUT SAD TO SAY. I HAVE NOT BEEN EXPERIENCING HER LOVE FOR ME FOR ALL THESE YEARS.
MAYBE SHE DID LOVE ME. BUT MAYBE SHE SHOW IT TO ME THE WRONG WAY.
THE WAY THAT I DID NOT SEE IT AT ALL.
I STILL THANK HER FOR PROVIDING ME A PLACE TO STAY AND FOOD TO EAT THOUGH.
TERMINATED.
qijun.p