I wanna travel around the world someday,
going to anywhere and everywhere.
Maybe i can travel to the moon,
But now I'll just live my little life
and be happy.
getting all these feelings in me don think i'm gonna let it out don have the mood to and don noe hw to. hatred isn't inside me...am i speaking the truth? this week stuff have been putting stress in my life. keep looking at the negative side of things. don noe when i can think about the positive though. tried to but it failed again and again. trust.how to trust someone completely?am i trusting anyone completly? God? myself? confuse in the matter of stuff right now. knowing that they are true in the first place but i slowly start to lose faith. the faith that i once so strongly had. don wish to tell anyone about it so i won elaborate.if all is smooth i would have been in heaven now.my problems may seem small but thats not everything. i would have love to say out everything but sorry, i just cannot do it. maybe i really don wanna say it out.who noe. it is the hardest to act the role which u do not want to act.it is the hardest that u cannot be yourself when u wanna do.it is the hardest to tell the wall your feelings cause it won't reply u.u can't store your tears in a bottle but i noe u can store it somewhere else. that will be the time that is the truly you yourself. u don have to explain u don have to say u just have to be alone and have all the time in the world. i will wan it this way.
qijun.p