I wanna travel around the world someday,
going to anywhere and everywhere.
Maybe i can travel to the moon,
But now I'll just live my little life
and be happy.

Acts 3
estee peggy
regine jiaqi
jiayu ernest
leonard cynthia

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Designer : Jerval
Basecodes : Hester Stephanie
Qoutes : Ella Wheeler Wilcox
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Brenda,alyssa,alex,leonard loo,melody,victoria..
these ppl backslided...
then on saturday, melissa, trevor lee AND leonard ong told me that they want to backslide too. with 8 people in the process of backsliding or had already backslided,
i was wondering when will i become one of them.
its not because of them so whoever is reading these(even though no one is suppose to read this) don think that i am influence by them cause i am not. i've been thinking about this for a long time and i've finally come up with this conclusion. i will do my best in this church while i can. and when the time is right, i will go. i don't know where i will go. But i will go..maybe i will stop coming to church. i've doubt God too many times. and i think that sometimes God don't need a person like me to worship me. losing one is okay to him right? i mean there is like a few billion people out there. but as for now i will do all my best in bringing people to him because i don't want people to become like me. what will i do after i don't go to church? start clubbing? smoking? maybe... i don't know. i will decide as time goes.
yeap thats my conclusion.gees. i'm addicted to blogging again.


23rd February 08.
Melody left church without telling me anything. i was hoping that i will see her next week but it end up to be the last time she is stepping into this church. she gave me a note via gillot. thanks gillot. anyway, this is the content of the letter...

Qi Jun,
Hey there Ms Lollipop, I'm guessing that you haven't change your nick. Anyway, thanks for the memories you've given me while i'm in this church. All those night time calls which lasted for hours? I'll never forget them & you. Hehe. Keep smiling and take care always. You're the future of that place i guess. So all the best to you! Jia You! Let's hang out someday.=) Take care & all the best for your studies! Lastly , i'll be changing/leaving church for now or for good, i do not know but it is of no relevance. =P Smile! Ikea soon?
From:
Melody

i cried and i cried. even when i am typing this post now i am still crying. she is my best friend. this was what happened when Brenda leave. i still miss brenda alot.. alot.. i do care really i do.
why is everyone around me leaving? WHY?!

25 February 2008
Melissa left for shanghai for 7 weeks. i miss her and i will miss her alot.
i no it is not goodbye forever but it is as if she is gone from this church forever.
she is probably sleeping or shopping in shanghai now. she left today in the morning at 10am.
I Love You! come back soon!

tears have been flowing down and they are uncontroable.
its not like i can help it.